Preparing for Rush

Today was the first recruitment workshop for my sorority where we had to practice the actual things we will be doing during rush like singing, talking to many prospective new members (fake new members this time), etc. Just from the practice I am so overstimulated sensory wise! I have a giant head ache, my face hurts, and I have that familiar "zoned out" "brain fog" feeling. I will need a lot of Advil for actual recruitment which is in January. I'm really excited to bond with everyone, but also worried about the overestimation and of course tics too. Hopefully I will be on new medication by then though, so maybe that will help.