Well I did it. I called my neurologist this morning to set up an appointment to get information about the Clonodine patch that helped my cousin become tic free. My neurologist technically is a pediatric neuro, but the scheduling person is going to e-mail him to see if he will see me even though I am 19. The movement disorders clinic will call me back after they find out if my old neuro will see me.
I never thought I would be seriously inquiring into medication. I am certainly surprising myself. We'll see where this goes from here. I think I am getting more used to the idea of medication and also more used to the idea of my tics getting better.